thecockycockless

I'm tired. There's been war and maneuvers in so many areas of my life that I consider myself constantly in a fighting stance, guard up. Ready to eat the first punch thrown at me and then, quickly, decide if my best course of action is to move out of harm's way or to counter attack. Or to fight in a more strategic manner. Regardless, they all take energy that I don't have. I want out now. I want a break and a pause from being awake and aware and attentive. A safe space, held by protective arms or just left in peace.

 

Everything takes work right now.

 

I need a holiday.